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Closet Dreams

I feel as if there’s no escape for the closet that once
trapped me.
The pain that never goes away, it seems to add up every
day
It’s something that’s too much for me – no I don’t want
to let you see!
It’s everlasting either way no matter what you do or say.
Please, please allow me to be free for once at last!
Please just take me away – lest my acts leave you aghast!
In shadows I will hide as I have no one to confide.
And though our paths may coincide there’s nothing that
you can provide.
I know it in my heart that pain will make me so much
stronger
But I can’t seem to tell if I can take it any longer!
There’s too much loneliness I feel to act like I can
linger.
I wish that I could leave this place by the quick snap of
afinger!
Since when I do – I know it comes with better, grander
tidings.
There’s nothing more that I would like than basking in my
findings.
To rediscover everything, a worldprecious like diamond
rings.

Alas, I’d gain my right to freedom.  At last, I’d fly beyond
my wings!

Originally written on May 30, 2014

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A formerly misguided young adult, trying to find his way and purpose in the world and striving on to make life bearable. I am a gay autistic Filipino-American man and I'm on my way to living my life unabashed and without shame.

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